When I'm Dead

I told myself 6 months ago that I'm going to write this.

If I'm going to die, I want to die from an accident or heart attack when I'm asleep so I won't feel any pain. I felt so many pain in my life that I don't want to feel it by the moment I die but if I would die of natural cause please follow these:

1) Let me die on either sunset or sunrise.

2) Make me face it. Let me see the last sunrise/ sunset of my life.

Donate every single organ that's possible to be donated. Even donate some parts to medical students. I want them to continue their lives with me and learn with me. Donate all of my things too to the poor, except for my iPod, laptop and phone.

Get Arlington Memorial to service me. Get a plain white coffin for me. It can either be wood or metal, as long as it's white. Let me wear a simple coat, white long sleeves polo and black tie. Also, don't tell everyone that I died. Just tell my close friends and close relatives. Tell others about my passing after my 40th day. If they are going to attend my wake (3 days and 2 nights, including the day I die), tell them to please wear white. I want my wake to be in a chapel, not in my house. Tell them not to bring anything, I neither need food nor flowers. They can just simply bring cash or prayer cards. The cash that they will bring will be donated to a foundation, any foundation that's about youth empowerment. Use my iPod during my wake. Play every single song in it, no stopping. Nobody shall cry during my wake and interment. No eulogy please since I'm no longer there to listen to it and it will just make some people cry. At my requiem mass, play these songs:

Entrance- Home by Gary Valenciano

Communion- Anima Christi

Final Blessing/ Exit- Face of God and Breath of God by Bukas Palad

As you bury me, play these songs:

1) Forever Young- Jay Z, Alphaville and Youth Group Version

2) Party Life, Original and Remix (Quest)

As they put my coffin 6 feet under, please put my iPod, laptop and cellphone inside of my coffin. Please charge them too.

After my interment, just go back to your regular lives. Go partying, don't cry.

During my 9th death day, just simply pray for me. Instead of eating, just give the money to charity.

The same shall apply on my 40th day and 1st death anniversary.