So it has been a long while since I last posted here. Well, to be honest, these past few months have been terrible. I won't list down everything cause I dunno how to start with it.
Last month, somebody made me face reality. A reality that I myself knows but deliberately fighting it, putting hope against hope. From that day on, something changed. The person they used to know really died. I know I said this a couple of times before but this time I mean it. Last year, everything popped up unexpectedly. There were the untimely deaths, people going back to this life and those who just show up. I promised myself that this year will be different. Yes, I tried and basically did it as planned. What was hidden underneath was this: everything's plainly the same, it's just that it was renovated into something that looks better and you won't notice the old one. Yes, it's hard to realize that I myself no longer know what's true from what isn't in this life. People ever since childhood had been telling me that I live the life every kid wants to have: visit Disneyland, go to other places, eat everything they want, and get everything that they want. Yeah, I got more than what I need. It made me think that everything's just ordinary, everyone gets the same things I have. Now, I realize that it isn't true. What's the problem now? I dunno. What I know right now is that I have a big problem in front of me and I have the solution. Maybe I just need some break.
_jmz
Monday, May 14, 2012
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Sunday, February 12, 2012
EODEM
Catch my short film "EODEM" this February 14th, Valentine's Day, at 9PM(Manila Time). It will premier here on www.superjmz.blogspot.com and www.youtube.com/user/jmchlz
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